Ilian Com Trishanakru

Well. Here I go with an edit of my second favorite TV serie. As I told before, my favourite character is Octavia, and me, as almost everyone who watch The 100, I loved her realtionship with Lincoln. But when he died, it seem that everything was off for Octavia.
For me it wasn't like that. She is a warrior, and that gave her strenght. She became evil and a badass.
But in the 4th season, when Ilian appeared, I thought that he was made for her. Two guys that have had pain and two warriors with almost the same intention. Vendetta.
Their relation started a bit wrong. She hated him, and she didn't like his plans. She also tried to kill him in the same way as Pike killed Lincoln. But he was a good boy, and when he find her with problems he saved her more than once.
After de Arkadia explosion, their realtion became better. Also they had sex in the cave under the acid rain. She wanted to feel something more than the pain that she had inside, and this ended with her going to his farm to live with him.
Maybe they could have started a relationship and find the peace with each other.
But there were to many problems hanging around which made them took different ways. Altough they ended at the same place, at The Conclave fighting for they Kru.
This really blow my mind, cause when I saw him standing to fight, I knew that, even he was there for his Kru or for protecting Octavia, he was going to die. There will be just one warrior alive at the end of the Conclave. And since there were Roan, Luna, Octavia and Ilian, Ilian didn't seem like the one who was going to survive.
I would really had loved to see their relationship developing. I loved that ship. But it couldn't be.
Octavia told him that she didn't want his help and that the next time she see him at the fight, she will kill him.
I think we all know that she didn't want to kill him but she had no election.
And in that moment when he jumped to saved her from the other warriors, and after it he recived an arrow from Echo (I really like Echo, but it hurt me when she did that), my eyes went tearing off. OMG an arrow on the neck. I was shocked, crying. And when he asked Octavia for Mercy it made me feel much more wrong. He remembered her that she said that the next time she sees him she will kill him, and he asked her to do it for no suffering. It wasn't what she meant, it wasn't was she wanted, she was starting to feel something for him. But between tears she kills him with her knife for Mercy.
It was so sad. I was overwhelmed.
And then that words.
Yu Gonplei Ste Odon Ilian com Trishanakfu.
And with all her power and her anger, she continued fighting until she won The Conclave.
Die All Die Merrily